For the past year and month or so I have been in therapy. I have been battling depression and OCD and I can finally say that I am kicking the depression’s ass. I have been for a little while now and in fact I am so far along that in about six months I should be done with therapy. That is what I am hoping for anyway.
But before that happens, the integration back in to society will happen. I’ve already got the part of going to a gym down, now comes the getting a new place and getting a job. I’m still not quite sure what I want to do. Everyone has opted for Children’s Day Care again, but I can’t see myself back there again. And I was definitely not planning on working in a store or something like that.
I might be thinking of doing some volunteer work, but I need to figure out if the social security people are okay with that, since I am still getting paid via them. I’d definitely volunteer at an animal shelter, which, coincidentally also resides on my 101 in 1001 list.
And some may kick me for saying this, but I am actually, genuinly interested in how certain people from my past are doing. I think I’m not made to keep grudges against people no matter how much I think they hurt me. Well actually that is not true, I am indifferent towards my father. But you can’t ask me to take the first step, that would be like kicking myself in the shins several times.
Alright that is enough for now. I leave you all with a cute picture of Lucky Charlie:
Lucky Charlie
Good for you, I hope that it all works out you deserve it. But I would suggest to first work on finding that job before moving, save up some money and then get ready for the move.
It is a whole lot to handle when you are doing this one after one imagine when you try to do it all at the same time.
Lucky Charlie is a beautiful bird! I remember I had a parakeet, but she died and I had a bowl of gold fish, but they died because of my mom. Sadly I miss them. I believe we all should have plans for what we are going do in & with life. 1001…. I can’t imagine what my list would look like if I created one. Enjoy the rest of your weekend.